It must be terribly difficult to dislike the partner of a loved one.
I do sympathise, being a champion worrier myself. And I understand, too, that I must seem quite pathetic in many ways. But I am not a lamb being led to slaughter, I promise you.
Not to be a gossip, but I don't think they're together any longer.
No, not pathetic. We all need help. And your home being so close to mine, but so far away from this one, I thought I was in a good position to actually be of service. God knows I can’t relate to some of these people enough to know the first thing about helping them get acclimated.
I’m really sorry, this must seem so patronizing. I can’t stand when people do it to me, and here I am breathing down your neck.
Well. A little gossip is natural, in closed quarters. I can't begin to tell you how gossipy sailors are.
Bless you, Tim. You have the kindest heart.
You needn't apologise for your good intentions. But I don't want you worrying yourself sick over an old man who has, I promise you, seen at least some of the world.
I imagine you run out of other things to do before too long. I've been here from the start, as far as anyone can tell, so I've seen and heard some things. 😇
How old are you? Far from the oldest here, I'm sure.
[ Remember 2 seconds ago when he said he didn’t want to be a gossip? Ignore that. ]
For what, then?
Oh, it’s not literal. It’s an endearment for an attractive older man. Even if he isn’t actually a father. The implication is more... “you could guide me and take care of me.” But eroticized.
No. The men were terrified of her, by and large. My dearest Lady's story is one for another time, but rest assured I'd have done anything to keep her from harm's way.
When you put it that way, I suppose if I had to choose I would prefer to guide after all. If only because I do enjoy sharing any knowledge I have.
[If they were in person, it's likely that Goodsir wouldn't shut up about her.]
I suppose that is true.
Oh, I constantly feel a fool. Socially, I've never been terribly competent so that at least I'm used to. But to be so far behind in everything else is quite embarrassing. I find myself messaging my entirely too patient friends at odd hours to ask about drugs, for example. Things I had considered myself educated in.
I wasn’t especially popular back home, either. You’re in good company.
I can barely imagine. I studied history, and there’s plenty to catch up on, but all the things I knew are still the same. There’s just more. It’s not like medicine with revised treatment methods, and learning about vaccines and germs and everything else.
As usual Tim, you're completely correct. I am very glad you've no such issues here.
Everything! It explains so much about disease, fills in so many gaps. You know, just between us, those of us who have worked at sea have long held that a clean sickbay frequently aired out is preferable to one that is not. But to now understand that cleanliness has a scientific purpose!
No. You are familiar with the great white bears of the Arctic region? Something like that. But not quite. It was not, strictly speaking, an animal.
It killed a good number of our men, including Sir John Franklin. Many of the men believed it targeted him quite specifically.
[ When he thinks of the Arctic, he thinks of something desolate, lifeless. There's an awareness, of course, that there are Native people who live there, polar bears, seals, other things. But he doesn't think about it as something with a will of his own, the way sailors speak of the sea, or hunters speak of the forest. ]
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