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So it's in place of a prayer, or lighting candles, or things like that.

I guess I can understand that. I've felt like that during sex.

In place of prayer, yeah. Or of channeling life energy, which is more or less how I cast on the daily. Some people use emotion or force of will.

You generate energy, and then things like candles and herbs and chalk lines help you shape your outcome.

[ Matt wants to tell Tim I think it's rarer than it should be, to feel like that. But even though he thinks he might be about to die, that feels a hair too presumptuous. Too intimate. He's already shared more about sex magic in the past fifteen minutes than he's told almost anyone in his life, except maybe Vincent. ]

[ If it isn't love, then it must be sin. And if it is love, then it must be transcendent, consuming, self-sacrificing and without ego, devotion of the mind, body and soul. It has to be worship. That's how you're meant to love God. He never learned any other way. ]

So you have this powerful experience through physical intimacy, which allows you to do...all kinds of magic? It doesn't have to do with intimacy. You used it to track the belt.

Exactly. The powerful experience is more like a battery or something. Like how you can use a battery to power a vibrator or a car

for me, I try to honor the source of the power not necessarily in a specific application, but in trying to do good with it