[ he's spent the better part of the day with alia - alia, mourning her brother while locked behind bars. his morning spent with koby, comforting, supporting. he's tired already. ]
Stay close to Hawk. He cares about you, he'll keep you safe. I'm glad he was there when you needed him most.
I will. He hasn't let me out of his sight for more than a couple minutes all day.
I feel like I've made nothing but mistakes since this thing started. I hurt Alia, I hurt you, and I got the attention of someone dangerous, so Hawk was outed as a Doctor. The person who was outed last time is dead now. I'm scared, Quentin.
They're setting us up to fail. This isn't your fault.
[ he frowns, and suddenly he wishes he was in closer proximity to hug tim against his chest. ]
I've lived this before, you know that. A puppet master and his dolls. It's no different and if they can have us ripping one another apart, they will. So we can only do what we think is right, and you did.
It's okay to be scared, sweets. I think we all are.
Ah, you won't lose me. I'm a very difficult man to lose you know. You keep your head on your shoulders and stay afloat. I can't go losing you, and Koby can't, either. You're one of our own little English Crew.
They're doing this to us - they want this to happen. We're only doing the best we can.
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Date: 2024-10-13 10:38 pm (UTC)Are you okay? This is hard on everyone, not just people who were attacked.
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Date: 2024-10-13 10:46 pm (UTC)[ he's spent the better part of the day with alia - alia, mourning her brother while locked behind bars. his morning spent with koby, comforting, supporting. he's tired already. ]
Stay close to Hawk. He cares about you, he'll keep you safe. I'm glad he was there when you needed him most.
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Date: 2024-10-14 01:47 am (UTC)I feel like I've made nothing but mistakes since this thing started. I hurt Alia, I hurt you, and I got the attention of someone dangerous, so Hawk was outed as a Doctor. The person who was outed last time is dead now. I'm scared, Quentin.
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Date: 2024-10-14 04:37 am (UTC)[ he frowns, and suddenly he wishes he was in closer proximity to hug tim against his chest. ]
I've lived this before, you know that. A puppet master and his dolls. It's no different and if they can have us ripping one another apart, they will. So we can only do what we think is right, and you did.
It's okay to be scared, sweets. I think we all are.
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Date: 2024-10-14 05:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2024-10-15 10:20 pm (UTC)They're doing this to us - they want this to happen. We're only doing the best we can.
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Date: 2024-10-15 10:58 pm (UTC)I love you both. I told Koby that, but I'm telling you too. Whatever happens, we'll make it up to each other.
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Date: 2024-10-15 11:19 pm (UTC)I love you, too, sweets. Nothing's more important than that with all of us - rest assured.
And get some rest, if you can. Heal up.
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Date: 2024-10-15 11:26 pm (UTC)I'll try.
😘👾