i rowed crew at yale. you know i like to read. i stay in shape by fucking a lot. i also do calisthenics. why does this sound like you're trying to stage an intervention?
The tight pants weren't a perk when it was dangerous to get caught staring. I'd get more fun out of that here. I liked the comradery though. Why rowing?
What do you mean? I thought we were starting to be friends.
All the time. This place has shown me that living authentically is possible, and I can't go back. I'll tell the army I'm gay, and they'll kick me out. And then go back to New York, or out west, and join the fight.
I'm tired of the second life, that's the point. I have someone I want to spend my life with, Embry. I used to think sneaking around was the best I could hope for, but I was wrong.
I'm not doing it again. Nobody should have to, and I want to help put in the work to get us there.
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Date: 2025-03-13 06:00 pm (UTC)of course i do. snorting blow. and i do the new york times crossword every day. or i did before coming here.
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Date: 2025-03-13 06:09 pm (UTC)Any sports? Artistic interests? Books or movies? How do you stay in shape if you're drunk or high all the time?
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Date: 2025-03-13 06:29 pm (UTC)i rowed crew at yale. you know i like to read. i stay in shape by fucking a lot. i also do calisthenics. why does this sound like you're trying to stage an intervention?
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Date: 2025-03-13 06:35 pm (UTC)I'm not. I just want to get to know you better. 🙂
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Date: 2025-03-13 11:22 pm (UTC)believe it or not, you already know everything you need to know about me.
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Date: 2025-03-13 11:57 pm (UTC)What do you mean? I thought we were starting to be friends.
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Date: 2025-03-14 11:30 pm (UTC)god, we are friends. you don't have to make me say it.
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Date: 2025-03-15 02:06 am (UTC)You say that like it's embarrassing. It's normal to have friends.
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Date: 2025-03-16 10:36 pm (UTC)i had friends when i was deployed. it's not normal to have friends in washington.
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Date: 2025-03-16 11:08 pm (UTC)It's been a while since either of us have been in Washington, you know. It's healthy to make changes.
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Date: 2025-03-16 11:43 pm (UTC)do you ever think about what you'd do if we end up going back?
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Date: 2025-03-17 12:10 am (UTC)All the time. This place has shown me that living authentically is possible, and I can't go back. I'll tell the army I'm gay, and they'll kick me out. And then go back to New York, or out west, and join the fight.
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Date: 2025-03-17 12:20 am (UTC)isn't that a little excessive? i lived a perfectly enjoyable life fucking whoever i wanted in my own time. you just have to separate your two lives.
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Date: 2025-03-17 12:38 am (UTC)I'm not doing it again. Nobody should have to, and I want to help put in the work to get us there.
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Date: 2025-03-17 12:50 am (UTC)honestly. i think you'll be happy because you'll be together.
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Date: 2025-03-17 01:08 am (UTC)I'll just have to trust he loves me more than Glen Mhor.