[but the alternative, keeping his thoughts inside -- the images, the symbols, the words and names and places -- is unthinkable. it needs to be heard, or he'll die from carrying it around, he's sure.]
If I write it all out, it'll be okay, I think. Everyone will be warned and safe, if I can do that.
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Date: 2025-09-11 03:44 am (UTC)[ That's for him to do, kneeling in prayer and beating the sins of the day from himself so that Koby won't have to. ]
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Date: 2025-09-11 04:04 am (UTC)[but the alternative, keeping his thoughts inside -- the images, the symbols, the words and names and places -- is unthinkable. it needs to be heard, or he'll die from carrying it around, he's sure.]
If I write it all out, it'll be okay, I think. Everyone will be warned and safe, if I can do that.
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Date: 2025-09-11 04:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-09-11 03:17 pm (UTC)Something.
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Date: 2025-09-11 03:27 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-09-12 03:26 am (UTC)OH, sorry, sorry, I'm sorry.
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Date: 2025-09-12 03:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-09-12 03:47 am (UTC)That's what I see. The ship, the sea, the ice. I usually see backwards, but
Sometimes it's forwards.
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Date: 2025-09-12 11:49 pm (UTC)Did you see backwards or forwards?
[ Is this place taking him away from Tim, and to his grave? ]
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Date: 2025-09-13 12:26 am (UTC)I don't think
I think backwards. Backwards. He's
They're leaving on the boat. It's backwards.
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Date: 2025-09-14 02:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-09-14 09:30 pm (UTC)But I'll try.