It was never really love. I cared about him. I thought it could become that, if he'd let it, but he was never going to. He wanted a lapdog and didn't like his feet touched.
Anyway. Maybe for the best that you two never got up to anything. It would have been awkward.
Don't make fun!!! I don't mean it like that. I mean he would shame me when my interests didn't align with his. I don't NEED to do that or any other particular thing. But he could have declined politely instead of tell me that I'm sick to want it.
Her loss. I'll let myself be selfish and enjoy the gain for myself 😊
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:03 pm (UTC)Yes, I imagine she'd have a very hard time with that. Still, at least your intentions weren't malicious.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:17 pm (UTC)Anyway. Maybe for the best that you two never got up to anything. It would have been awkward.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:15 pm (UTC)I am inclined to agree. I was a bit too common for her anyway, I'm sure.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:20 pm (UTC)I don't mean it like that. I mean he would shame me when my interests didn't align with his. I don't NEED to do that or any other particular thing. But he could have declined politely instead of tell me that I'm sick to want it.
Her loss. I'll let myself be selfish and enjoy the gain for myself 😊
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:41 pm (UTC)Sick? That's ridiculous.
I am perfectly fine with this, o light of my life.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:43 pm (UTC)you're too sweet, as always 🥰
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:50 pm (UTC)😘
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Date: 2025-11-21 08:41 pm (UTC)Anything else? 😇
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Date: 2025-11-21 09:05 pm (UTC)Just in case.
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