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[mygoodsir]

Just remember that my beard is better than his.

Exactly. She even came to me when she thought she might be a wolf herself.

Oh, no, not at all! I was far too nervous and eccentric. Here? Oh, no. No, I don't think so. Well. There was Alicent, but she sadly is no longer with us, and I rather think that was entirely one sided on my part.

[holyposition]

It's fuller, it's fluffier, and it's mine. All very attractive qualities.

Then I approve.

She and I were really close last year. The little scar on my neck is from her.

[mygoodsir]

Especially the last.

Thank you.

Is it? She was most extraordinary.

[holyposition]

She died and temporarily turned into a vampire when she got back. She nearly bled me dry. I deserved it.

[mygoodsir]

Why?

[holyposition]

I got involved with her psycho son.

I wanted to help him. Understandably, she didn't see it that way. She thought I'd end up telling him all the things she told me in confidence. Which I didn't, and I never would, but I understand why she worried. Even after Aemond dumped me, things were awkward between us.

[mygoodsir]

Ah.

She had a very tumultuous past.

[holyposition]

Yeah. I know. She was like a sister to me, we told each other things we hadn't spoken to anyone back then. I ruined it. I should have told him no.

[mygoodsir]

Why didn't you?

[holyposition]

He ambushed me in the shower and started touching himself. He wanted me to touch him and he was always so sensitive about being rejected, and I didn't want to hurt him, and his uncle was hurting him so I thought he might stop going back to him if he could come to me instead, and he'd been there for me when Hawk died the first time

There were a lot of reasons but none of them were good enough. It wasn't a good situation for anyone. I really regret the whole thing, and I let her know that, but the damage was done.

[mygoodsir]

A martyr for love, you.

Yes, I imagine she'd have a very hard time with that. Still, at least your intentions weren't malicious.

[holyposition]

It was never really love. I cared about him. I thought it could become that, if he'd let it, but he was never going to. He wanted a lapdog and didn't like his feet touched.

Anyway. Maybe for the best that you two never got up to anything. It would have been awkward.

[mygoodsir]

The foot thing is indeed very important. I am glad I got over my reservations about that.

I am inclined to agree. I was a bit too common for her anyway, I'm sure.

[holyposition]

Don't make fun!!!
I don't mean it like that. I mean he would shame me when my interests didn't align with his. I don't NEED to do that or any other particular thing. But he could have declined politely instead of tell me that I'm sick to want it.

Her loss. I'll let myself be selfish and enjoy the gain for myself 😊

[mygoodsir]

I wasn't!
Sick? That's ridiculous.

I am perfectly fine with this, o light of my life.

[holyposition]

Didn't like body hair either. If I'd given in to him I'd be smooth as a baby.

you're too sweet, as always 🥰

[mygoodsir]

Oh, no. No, I don't like that idea at all. Your body hair is exquisite. I could bury myself in your armpit for hours.

😘

[holyposition]

Next movie, you can nuzzle in there the whole time.

[mygoodsir]

I may wish to nuzzle other parts.

[holyposition]

Anything for you, love.

[mygoodsir]

Thighs, then.

[holyposition]

[ racy photo incoming... ]

Anything else? 😇

[mygoodsir]

Look at those delightful pillows!

[holyposition]

If you were to decide your face isn't enough to appreciate them, and maybe your tongue might be helpful, I'd be unlikely to argue with you.

Just in case.

[mygoodsir]

I would happily appreciate them for hours.