We do need Doctor Strange. His knowledge is invaluable. But thank you. I am quite confident in what I have trained in, when I am not being actively insulted.
We were lucky to have so many.
Are you upset with me for speaking to you too harshly?
That's always his excuse when he treats me like a child. Hawk cares about self-preservation more than anything else. It's not an attractive quality just because he extends it to me, too.
He called me a naive bitch and said he's not sure he wants a future where I keep fighting for the right thing. That was our whole plan, Harry. If he doesn't want to be part of it, what am I supposed to do with that?
He didn't imply it. He said it, outright, in front of everyone.
He loves fucking me. He hates everything that I believe in, all of my values, and all of my goals. When he asks you how I'm doing, don't tell him anything.
Because you live authentically. It is a difficult thing to do that; most men spend their lives hiding their true selves.
Too, you are fast to put yourself in harm's way. That is frightening as it increases the chances of losing you or seeing you hurt. Surely you understand that.
From the day I learned that it was possible, I was committed to living this way. He's known that for more than a year, now. We agreed that if we ever went home, we would help fight to make it possible to do the same there. If he isn't ready to do that, he needs to make that clear. I won't go back. Not for anyone.
Nothing can change if everyone's afraid to say something. Someone has to. I'm not stupid, I know it'll be dangerous and difficult.
Respectfully, I think you're being overly protective. If he were to attack another person based on the comments to that post, it would probably be the slayer girls, or Dean. They might actually pose a thread to him.
It is, he said as much. I don't need him to be as passionate about it as I am, but I need a partner. Not someone who's watching the clock until I'm finished and he can pat me on the head and say how cute it is that I care about things.
It wasn't thoughtless. I'd stand by anything I said this morning.
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Date: 2025-08-26 01:58 am (UTC)I'm proud of you. Last week, you thought you needed Dr. Strange, but you saved her all on your own.
You and some blood donors, I mean.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:04 am (UTC)We were lucky to have so many.
Are you upset with me for speaking to you too harshly?
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:14 am (UTC)No, not at all. You were focused on saving her life, as you should have been.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:17 am (UTC)Yes. But I did not wish to be excessively cruel even if I was frustrated.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:22 am (UTC)Harry, you're not the one who was excessively cruel this morning.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:40 am (UTC)I am not sure if he meant to imply that. Maybe he did. I do know he loves you.
As do I.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:45 am (UTC)He loves fucking me. He hates everything that I believe in, all of my values, and all of my goals. When he asks you how I'm doing, don't tell him anything.
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Date: 2025-08-26 02:48 am (UTC)I am not certain that's true.
Tim, I think you frighten him.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:01 am (UTC)Frighten him? Why would I frighten him?
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:09 am (UTC)Too, you are fast to put yourself in harm's way. That is frightening as it increases the chances of losing you or seeing you hurt. Surely you understand that.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:18 am (UTC)Nothing can change if everyone's afraid to say something. Someone has to. I'm not stupid, I know it'll be dangerous and difficult.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:28 am (UTC)I know you're not stupid. But you can be impulsive, which is a trait common to brave men.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:34 am (UTC)See? You're able to say it without making me feel small. He could try being supportive instead of telling me to sit down and shut up.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:38 am (UTC)On this we agree.
But you were putting yourself in danger, Tim.
When I came back to our tent, and you were not here, I thought perhaps you'd been hurt.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:52 am (UTC)Respectfully, I think you're being overly protective. If he were to attack another person based on the comments to that post, it would probably be the slayer girls, or Dean. They might actually pose a thread to him.
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Date: 2025-08-26 03:56 am (UTC)I probably am.
Will you be staying away tonight? With Koby and Shanks?
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Date: 2025-08-26 04:02 am (UTC)I want to be with you.
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Date: 2025-08-26 04:16 am (UTC)Good. I was worried you would not.
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Date: 2025-08-26 04:27 am (UTC)Of course I do, Harry. I'll be home soon.
I'm sorry to have caused a scene. I didn't mean to distract you from helping her.
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Date: 2025-08-26 04:31 am (UTC)You didn't. And unlike some people, you've the excuse of being young to explain any thoughtlessness.
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Date: 2025-08-26 04:38 am (UTC)It wasn't thoughtless. I'd stand by anything I said this morning.
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