He's taking you on a date? All I got was magic sex.
[ Cellar, he has to think about. Not because he's threatened, necessarily, but simply the fact of her being a woman adds an unfamiliar element. If a problem does come up, there's no "everyone smooch it out" solution. If she's married to Theo, and Harry is also dating Theo, is it the three of them, or is this separate? ]
Exactly. She even came to me when she thought she might be a wolf herself.
Oh, no, not at all! I was far too nervous and eccentric. Here? Oh, no. No, I don't think so. Well. There was Alicent, but she sadly is no longer with us, and I rather think that was entirely one sided on my part.
I wanted to help him. Understandably, she didn't see it that way. She thought I'd end up telling him all the things she told me in confidence. Which I didn't, and I never would, but I understand why she worried. Even after Aemond dumped me, things were awkward between us.
He ambushed me in the shower and started touching himself. He wanted me to touch him and he was always so sensitive about being rejected, and I didn't want to hurt him, and his uncle was hurting him so I thought he might stop going back to him if he could come to me instead, and he'd been there for me when Hawk died the first time
There were a lot of reasons but none of them were good enough. It wasn't a good situation for anyone. I really regret the whole thing, and I let her know that, but the damage was done.
It was never really love. I cared about him. I thought it could become that, if he'd let it, but he was never going to. He wanted a lapdog and didn't like his feet touched.
Anyway. Maybe for the best that you two never got up to anything. It would have been awkward.
Don't make fun!!! I don't mean it like that. I mean he would shame me when my interests didn't align with his. I don't NEED to do that or any other particular thing. But he could have declined politely instead of tell me that I'm sick to want it.
Her loss. I'll let myself be selfish and enjoy the gain for myself 😊
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:48 am (UTC)[ Cellar, he has to think about. Not because he's threatened, necessarily, but simply the fact of her being a woman adds an unfamiliar element. If a problem does come up, there's no "everyone smooch it out" solution. If she's married to Theo, and Harry is also dating Theo, is it the three of them, or is this separate? ]
That's fine. As long as you're home for bed.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:06 am (UTC)I shall be, I promise.
Thank you, Tim. I shall make sure you get an extra special date this week.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:25 am (UTC)You're welcome. I don't know her well, but she seems nice. Thank you for checking, though.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:29 am (UTC)She's an extraordinary young woman. During the wolf game she was one of the few people to truly put other's well being ahead of her own.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:46 am (UTC)I noticed. She was one who was actually invested in catching them, not just protecting her own.
You said you weren't popular with women back home. Are there any others here?
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:51 am (UTC)Exactly. She even came to me when she thought she might be a wolf herself.
Oh, no, not at all! I was far too nervous and eccentric. Here? Oh, no. No, I don't think so. Well. There was Alicent, but she sadly is no longer with us, and I rather think that was entirely one sided on my part.
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Date: 2025-11-21 02:39 pm (UTC)Then I approve.
She and I were really close last year. The little scar on my neck is from her.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:15 pm (UTC)Thank you.
Is it? She was most extraordinary.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:23 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-21 04:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-21 05:05 pm (UTC)I wanted to help him. Understandably, she didn't see it that way. She thought I'd end up telling him all the things she told me in confidence. Which I didn't, and I never would, but I understand why she worried. Even after Aemond dumped me, things were awkward between us.
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:15 pm (UTC)She had a very tumultuous past.
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-21 05:31 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-21 05:43 pm (UTC)There were a lot of reasons but none of them were good enough. It wasn't a good situation for anyone. I really regret the whole thing, and I let her know that, but the damage was done.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:03 pm (UTC)Yes, I imagine she'd have a very hard time with that. Still, at least your intentions weren't malicious.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:17 pm (UTC)Anyway. Maybe for the best that you two never got up to anything. It would have been awkward.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:15 pm (UTC)I am inclined to agree. I was a bit too common for her anyway, I'm sure.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:20 pm (UTC)I don't mean it like that. I mean he would shame me when my interests didn't align with his. I don't NEED to do that or any other particular thing. But he could have declined politely instead of tell me that I'm sick to want it.
Her loss. I'll let myself be selfish and enjoy the gain for myself 😊
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:41 pm (UTC)Sick? That's ridiculous.
I am perfectly fine with this, o light of my life.
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:43 pm (UTC)you're too sweet, as always 🥰
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Date: 2025-11-21 07:50 pm (UTC)😘
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