I don't know that I can explain. It's a bit to do with the fact that you're just so achingly beautiful. There is no world in which I wouldn't want to watch you in the throes of passion.
And it's a bit to do with jealousy, and possession. When you tell me what you've done, you do so to clear your conscience. I listen to give you that, of course, but I've found it has a decidedly erotic appeal. It stings, but in a way that inspires a great desire to prove that you do not belong to them.
[ Some time before he responds again, turning it over in his head and trying to reconcile it with his own feelings. Tim would rather not be sharing at all than having to assert himself as better, or primary, but he does understand the satisfaction of proving his worth, or reasserting a claim. ]
I thought you were open minded about it...that you weren't bothered, not that you actively liked it.
But I told you Giles spanked me, and you spanked me harder. I told you I sucked Klaus' cock and you fucked my throat raw. I guess it all makes sense with what you're saying.
[ It's the same fear he has, that made him vet all threesome prospects with Hawk thoroughly, that had him asking both men multiple times if they were okay with it before finally taking his clothes off in the encounter they planned. ]
In fantasy, I witness you either in a place like Otherworld where it is likely that you barely notice me, or in a bedroom where I just wait for you and your chosen to enter.
I don't do anything while you are engaged. I am simply there.
I don't know. I might. When we talk about it like that, it doesn't sound bad. But if you're in the room, I might just wonder why you're not hovering over me instead. Maybe.. if you talked to me during. Or if I had the option to pull you in, just in case.
You're right, too soon. Think about it once things settle down a bit more.
He's taking you on a date? All I got was magic sex.
[ Cellar, he has to think about. Not because he's threatened, necessarily, but simply the fact of her being a woman adds an unfamiliar element. If a problem does come up, there's no "everyone smooch it out" solution. If she's married to Theo, and Harry is also dating Theo, is it the three of them, or is this separate? ]
Exactly. She even came to me when she thought she might be a wolf herself.
Oh, no, not at all! I was far too nervous and eccentric. Here? Oh, no. No, I don't think so. Well. There was Alicent, but she sadly is no longer with us, and I rather think that was entirely one sided on my part.
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Date: 2025-11-20 11:30 pm (UTC)I did enjoy watching you with Hawk.
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Date: 2025-11-20 11:36 pm (UTC)I don't really get wanting to hear about it after, or watching from the side.
I'd like to. If I know what you get out of it, maybe I can accommodate.
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Date: 2025-11-20 11:41 pm (UTC)I don't know that I can explain. It's a bit to do with the fact that you're just so achingly beautiful. There is no world in which I wouldn't want to watch you in the throes of passion.
And it's a bit to do with jealousy, and possession. When you tell me what you've done, you do so to clear your conscience. I listen to give you that, of course, but I've found it has a decidedly erotic appeal. It stings, but in a way that inspires a great desire to prove that you do not belong to them.
I know it sounds insane.
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Date: 2025-11-21 12:03 am (UTC)[ Some time before he responds again, turning it over in his head and trying to reconcile it with his own feelings. Tim would rather not be sharing at all than having to assert himself as better, or primary, but he does understand the satisfaction of proving his worth, or reasserting a claim. ]
I thought you were open minded about it...that you weren't bothered, not that you actively liked it.
But I told you Giles spanked me, and you spanked me harder. I told you I sucked Klaus' cock and you fucked my throat raw. I guess it all makes sense with what you're saying.
Would you really want to watch?
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Date: 2025-11-21 12:20 am (UTC)In my fantasy, it's terribly erotic. I fear that in actuality I would be overcome with jealousy and insecurity.
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Date: 2025-11-21 12:39 am (UTC)How does it go in your fantasy?
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Date: 2025-11-21 12:52 am (UTC)In fantasy, I witness you either in a place like Otherworld where it is likely that you barely notice me, or in a bedroom where I just wait for you and your chosen to enter.
I don't do anything while you are engaged. I am simply there.
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Date: 2025-11-21 01:18 am (UTC)You don't even touch yourself?
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Date: 2025-11-21 01:35 am (UTC)My sexual satisfaction is to come after you've finished and the other man has left.
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Date: 2025-11-21 01:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2025-11-21 01:53 am (UTC)Especially then.
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Date: 2025-11-21 02:05 am (UTC)We could try if you want to. But with safeguards in case it gets uncomfortable.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:15 am (UTC)And maybe not right now, not with things still so fresh.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:23 am (UTC)You're right, too soon. Think about it once things settle down a bit more.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:36 am (UTC)And Tim, please know that of I'm ever not hovering it is not from lack of desire.
Yes, precisely. Right now I might just snap from envy.
Speaking of jealousy, though... am I allowed a few dates? Not with strangers.
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:09 am (UTC)[ He's happy to be asked. And inclined to say yes, considering all that he's been up to himself, lately. But... ]
With who?
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:38 am (UTC)Cellar. And Stephen Strange. (Separately, not together.)
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Date: 2025-11-21 05:48 am (UTC)[ Cellar, he has to think about. Not because he's threatened, necessarily, but simply the fact of her being a woman adds an unfamiliar element. If a problem does come up, there's no "everyone smooch it out" solution. If she's married to Theo, and Harry is also dating Theo, is it the three of them, or is this separate? ]
That's fine. As long as you're home for bed.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:06 am (UTC)I shall be, I promise.
Thank you, Tim. I shall make sure you get an extra special date this week.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:25 am (UTC)You're welcome. I don't know her well, but she seems nice. Thank you for checking, though.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:29 am (UTC)She's an extraordinary young woman. During the wolf game she was one of the few people to truly put other's well being ahead of her own.
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:46 am (UTC)I noticed. She was one who was actually invested in catching them, not just protecting her own.
You said you weren't popular with women back home. Are there any others here?
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Date: 2025-11-21 06:51 am (UTC)Exactly. She even came to me when she thought she might be a wolf herself.
Oh, no, not at all! I was far too nervous and eccentric. Here? Oh, no. No, I don't think so. Well. There was Alicent, but she sadly is no longer with us, and I rather think that was entirely one sided on my part.
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Date: 2025-11-21 02:39 pm (UTC)Then I approve.
She and I were really close last year. The little scar on my neck is from her.
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Date: 2025-11-21 04:15 pm (UTC)Thank you.
Is it? She was most extraordinary.
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