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[holyposition]

It'll be easier when we're out of here, and there’s a real priest in the booth instead of perverts.

Not like THAT

[mygoodsir]

I'm not so sure about that.

No.
But you're easy to waltz about. A very pleasant armful.

[holyposition]

Let me dream 😝

Your armful is waiting ❤️

[mygoodsir]

I'll be but a moment.

[holyposition]

[ A few days and too much exposure to the golden age of MGM later: ]

Your voyeur profile said "the cuck chair"?

[mygoodsir]

Yes, I had to ask what that meant.

[holyposition]

What DOES it mean?

[mygoodsir]

That I enjoy my partners having sexual relations with other people.

[holyposition]

Oh.

I know you liked hearing about it after the Otherworld party.

Is it really just about wanting me to enjoy myself?

[mygoodsir]

I don't know. I really never gave it much thought.

I did enjoy watching you with Hawk.

[holyposition]

I understand a threesome. That's...sharing. You spoiled me because you both love me.

I don't really get wanting to hear about it after, or watching from the side.





I'd like to. If I know what you get out of it, maybe I can accommodate.

[mygoodsir]

Yes, of course.

I don't know that I can explain. It's a bit to do with the fact that you're just so achingly beautiful. There is no world in which I wouldn't want to watch you in the throes of passion.

And it's a bit to do with jealousy, and possession. When you tell me what you've done, you do so to clear your conscience. I listen to give you that, of course, but I've found it has a decidedly erotic appeal. It stings, but in a way that inspires a great desire to prove that you do not belong to them.

I know it sounds insane.

[holyposition]

It doesn't.

[ Some time before he responds again, turning it over in his head and trying to reconcile it with his own feelings. Tim would rather not be sharing at all than having to assert himself as better, or primary, but he does understand the satisfaction of proving his worth, or reasserting a claim. ]

I thought you were open minded about it...that you weren't bothered, not that you actively liked it.

But I told you Giles spanked me, and you spanked me harder. I told you I sucked Klaus' cock and you fucked my throat raw. I guess it all makes sense with what you're saying.

Would you really want to watch?

[mygoodsir]

I don't know.

In my fantasy, it's terribly erotic. I fear that in actuality I would be overcome with jealousy and insecurity.

[holyposition]

[ It's the same fear he has, that made him vet all threesome prospects with Hawk thoroughly, that had him asking both men multiple times if they were okay with it before finally taking his clothes off in the encounter they planned. ]

How does it go in your fantasy?

[mygoodsir]

This is very embarrassing.

In fantasy, I witness you either in a place like Otherworld where it is likely that you barely notice me, or in a bedroom where I just wait for you and your chosen to enter.

I don't do anything while you are engaged. I am simply there.

[holyposition]

Humor me. It's the only thing on your list I haven't given you. I want to know if I can.

You don't even touch yourself?

[mygoodsir]

No, I don't.

My sexual satisfaction is to come after you've finished and the other man has left.

[holyposition]

So you'd have me right after? Even if he's finished inside?

[mygoodsir]

Yes.



Especially then.

[holyposition]

You could fuck him out of me. I'd be slick and stretched out already. Maybe even sore.










We could try if you want to. But with safeguards in case it gets uncomfortable.

[mygoodsir]

Only if you'd honestly enjoy it.

And maybe not right now, not with things still so fresh.

[holyposition]

I don't know. I might. When we talk about it like that, it doesn't sound bad. But if you're in the room, I might just wonder why you're not hovering over me instead. Maybe.. if you talked to me during. Or if I had the option to pull you in, just in case.

You're right, too soon. Think about it once things settle down a bit more.

[mygoodsir]

I think I could enjoy that.
And Tim, please know that of I'm ever not hovering it is not from lack of desire.

Yes, precisely. Right now I might just snap from envy.


Speaking of jealousy, though... am I allowed a few dates? Not with strangers.

[holyposition]

I know that. Patience is a virtue 🙂

[ He's happy to be asked. And inclined to say yes, considering all that he's been up to himself, lately. But... ]

With who?