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[holyposition]

with Hawk??? why would you be having relations with hawk???

[mygoodsir]

Because I had been for weeks before the wolves? You know that.

[holyposition]

Before, I knew that.

[mygoodsir]

Tim, don't be cross, I'm asking because I don't know the rules to this sort of thing. If you say I am not to see him, I won't. It's that simple.

[holyposition]

I'm not mad. But I need you to be on my side, not pushing me back together with him.

I let him take me for coffee. That's bad enough!

[mygoodsir]

I don't understand how my having sex with him would do that, but alright. I AM on your side, Tim.

Did he behave?

[holyposition]

Because it makes people more affectionate and less reasonable. I've been there.

Yeah, he did. We just talked.

[mygoodsir]

I don't understand, but I don't have to. I will not engage in relations with him.

Did it help assure you that you are finished with him?

[holyposition]

Thank you.

it didn't help.

[mygoodsir]

You miss him?

[holyposition]

I've loved him for six years. It's been what, six weeks? Of course I do.

[mygoodsir]

Of course, my apologies.

You must try not to pay attention to whom he is seeing, though. It is no longer your business.

[holyposition]

I know. But he thinks it's his business who I'm with. I need to not stoop to his level but I'm finding it really difficult.

I got drunk on Thanksgiving and shared too much and promised to make Embry a cane like yours
Sorry.
Got any requests now that I have better tools?

[mygoodsir]

I know. But if you give it attention it will only hurt you more.

It's quite alright. I can't say that I'm thrilled to have my personal affairs public knowledge, but the house has seen to that quite thoroughly already anyway.

I hope Embry enjoys it.

Goodness, Tim, you've spoiled me so much already. I'll never say no to any other tools you'd submit to. Paddles?

[holyposition]

He can keep a secret. Not that it's much of one, after voyeur. He's not judging, though. We share those kinds of tastes.

And I would submit to anything in your hand. It should still be to your liking. I can do paddles. That should be easier, the biggest challenge with the cane is making it sturdy.

[mygoodsir]

That's lovely!

You did very well. Honestly, Tim, I would cherish anything you made me. It means a great deal.

[holyposition]

Maybe I'll turn it on you one of these days :)

[mygoodsir]

Would you like to?

[holyposition]

I think I'd want to try so I can understand what you get out of it. If you want me to.

[mygoodsir]

I think we ought to do it, then.

One of the many things I love about you is that we can experiment. If it goes poorly it is not the end of our relationship.

[holyposition]

Why would anyone leave over it being bad one time?

[mygoodsir]

I don't know. I've never been in a relationship before you. But people seem rather dramatic.

[holyposition]

Maybe if it was a first time. But not if it's us. If it doesn't work, we can stop and just cuddle.

[mygoodsir]

Brilliant.

I love you so, Timothy Laughlin. Even when things are difficult, I pray you remember that.

[holyposition]

I love you too. Especially when things are hard and you're there for me anyway.

he helped me through a stigmata attack. I didn't ask him to, he just showed up.